Harold
slept with regret that night and awoke the next morning bewildered. He experienced the perfect opportunity to
live out the fantasy of many men. Yet as
he, Lonnie and Izzy were boarding the elevator to his room, he darted at the
last minute leaving the two of them alone.
Harold
could not go through with it.
Harold’s
heart raced from a combination of excess stimulation, flight from fear and
anticipation of soon meeting Evelyn. He
needed a fix to calm down.

A
friend told Harold there would be a row of abandoned houses behind a church on
4th street that could meet any of his needs. As Harold pulled up in front of the church,
he noticed the narrow sidewalk forming an alleyway between the church and a
house next door. He killed the engine,
looked around and quickly exited his car making a run for the alley.
Harold
could hear a bustle of activity as he passed through the alleyway. The street on the other side was dimly lit
and he panicked trying to think through how to find the right house. A man approached soliciting girls and Harold
became angry that such scumbags existed.
He continued to walk asking passersby where he could find a smoke. Harold was escorted into a smoke-filled house
that smelled of cannabis and musty mildew.
A
mix of unconscious and conscious random strangers littered the rooms inside the
house; some were situated at tables or mattresses on the floor ~ definitely not
the controlled setting Harold had accustomed himself to in his apartment in
Baltimore. Harold made a quick purchase
and sat down on the floor lighting up a plastic bong. For one night, he did not care that the bong
was dirtied and yellowed from use. He
needed to relax and would suspend rationale judgment toward this goal.
He
inhaled deeply; tithing him over until he could see Evelyn tomorrow afternoon.
To Be Continued...
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